This is something that came out of me at a time when I was really frustrated with the world around me. I wish people could understand that our futures are looking a bit bleak, yet we must come together in harmony to solve our global dilemmas. Please remain open to what you experience here. It is my truth and you don't even have to agree with me. I love you anyway.

Journal entry Nov 27 ‘04

"Today I begin this thought, which began as emptiness, yet potential existed nevertheless. My mind desires expression on ever deeper and deeper levels. The quest to fill minds with thoughts, insights, and yearnings about a future I know to exist, and to gather my musings and communicate to the world, a hopeful existence of fate. We all decide the outcome, but I feel only a few are powerful enough to care. I am one who cares! I wish to help humanity grow in ways never imagined and with that allowing the rest to fall by the wayside. Competition is at the root of all evolution and change is absolute in my world view. Change is absolute in my world view. Yes, I did intend to repeat myself there. It’s so very important to realize the flux and chaos teaming in the fabric of reality itself.

I’m not perfect, and no one is, but to know perfection is possible, and to gather the truths of yourself and work on improving them is possible. I’ve gone through changes that I induced within myself but not by myself. I had help from antiquity, the past, and a God. Which God I still am not sure other than my God, and to relate my knowings to whomever eventually finds this writing is what I desire.

I intend this to be the location of my overflowing emotional intensity to wake the world up. The microcosm and macrocosm are indeed the same, similar or reflective of one another. The reflective element causes communication and no place is distant from another. Non Locality, a principle of science that suggests that at a fundamental level of reality everything is connected to everything else, along with many other magnificent discoveries of physics, not forgetting the quantum facets will change the way we see and interpret the energies controlling our lives.