This is something that came out of me at a time when I was really frustrated with the world around me. I wish people could understand that our futures are looking a bit bleak, yet we must come together in harmony to solve our global dilemmas. Please remain open to what you experience here. It is my truth and you don't even have to agree with me. I love you anyway.

Journal entry Nov 27 ‘04

"Today I begin this thought, which began as emptiness, yet potential existed nevertheless. My mind desires expression on ever deeper and deeper levels. The quest to fill minds with thoughts, insights, and yearnings about a future I know to exist, and to gather my musings and communicate to the world, a hopeful existence of fate. We all decide the outcome, but I feel only a few are powerful enough to care. I am one who cares! I wish to help humanity grow in ways never imagined and with that allowing the rest to fall by the wayside. Competition is at the root of all evolution and change is absolute in my world view. Change is absolute in my world view. Yes, I did intend to repeat myself there. It’s so very important to realize the flux and chaos teaming in the fabric of reality itself.

I’m not perfect, and no one is, but to know perfection is possible, and to gather the truths of yourself and work on improving them is possible. I’ve gone through changes that I induced within myself but not by myself. I had help from antiquity, the past, and a God. Which God I still am not sure other than my God, and to relate my knowings to whomever eventually finds this writing is what I desire.

I intend this to be the location of my overflowing emotional intensity to wake the world up. The microcosm and macrocosm are indeed the same, similar or reflective of one another. The reflective element causes communication and no place is distant from another. Non Locality, a principle of science that suggests that at a fundamental level of reality everything is connected to everything else, along with many other magnificent discoveries of physics, not forgetting the quantum facets will change the way we see and interpret the energies controlling our lives.

I’m sorry to report that humanity is not being served. What’s worse is our dear Earth has suffered as we have, and both will continue onward along an uncertain path towards devastation unless we can wake up enough people like you and spread the cries of freedom and humanity to a new generation. Whether you feel free right now is not the issue. These things happen in such a fashion as to trick the mind and senses into believing your free when in fact you are not. We’ll touch more on this in a little while, but please keep this in mind at all times.

It is my most satisfying duty to provide you with knowledge that will allow for your own personal thinking power to increase. I don’t so much care whether you agree whole heartedly with everything I bring forth in this article, but what I do care about accomplishing is broadening your thinking potential. To do that, we all have to agree on what potential actually means in this writing.

Potential, as I intend to articulate, is the idea that things in nature go through a sequence, and as time moves forward, the state of things remain constantly changing. One could say that the only true statement that can ever be made is that things are constantly and endlessly changing. It’s difficult to know which direction energy states tend to. The question is whether we go from simple to complex or the other way around. If the universe was to have complexity, wouldn’t it take time to develop that complexity, or would it be inherent within the moment of creation. Is it correct to think that as time goes by, everything moves into the direction of complexity? Perhaps it’s the other way around. Everything moves towards decay. That is the reverse statement. Neither seems correct, after contemplating both, but one learns many things about existence if this thought is experienced directly. You gain access to the dark and light corridors of your mind if done correctly.

Experience is the only basis to knowledge. Without personal experiences, there is no knowledge, but isn’t it impossible to go through life without gaining experience in at least something? One must experience the sensation of balance before the knowledge of how to walk is gained. Likewise with eating, we all have to get experience at chewing, salivating, and swallowing in such a manner as to avoid choking to death. It’s surprising how easy it is to choke on your own food, and until experience is gained we’re all at risk. The point I am making is that knowledge cannot be taught, it has to be experienced, and through that, greater understanding enfolds around us.

Enjoy that which you are used to while you can because soon the fabric of our lives is going to be irreversibly different. If you happen to be one of those people who dislike change, I suggest you try to embrace it as fully as you can. The ever arriving future is swiftly catching up to us. Tomorrow will be a different day than today, and perhaps we are blindly driving toward a cliff of despair. I believe that our world is spinning out of control. There is such a feeling amongst the air that I feel we are all somehow aware of it. Some more than others, but please, just look about and bear witness to your surroundings, and take note for yourselves. When I look, I see.

In light of our pace, and interconnectedness, we are going to face challenges we’ve never even thought of before. The only way I see us avoiding disaster is if we indoctrinate an adaptive nature toward things. Maintaining quick reflexes should be top priority on the list of things to develop prior to anyone feeling save.

Autonomy is perhaps the most important thing of all. Only when this is accomplished will humanity stand a chance against the up and coming threats that can’t even be imagined yet. What I mean, is that we need autonomous communities capable of sustaining themselves in every way necessary to life. We’re technologically capable, however it’s not happening, and the authorities that be seem hell bent on preventing this autonomous emergence to take place. They’re holding on tightly to the old paradigm, stuffing their pockets as full as they can until the whole thing crumbles to the ground.

Society is utterly too dependent upon an infrastructure. This foundation, when taken away, makes it virtually impossible to live. Rolling blackouts and natural disasters put our society in danger, but if we were fully functional homes, this danger could be avoided. The price of such technologies is quickly making it possible to consider these types of ideas. We can protect ourselves, but we must first learn that we need protecting.

With hurricane season on the horizon, please keep in mind that nobody can save you but yourself.